Sunday, April 11, 2010

Veils Lifted and Time Thinned

Everything is set for the first to be built. Poles, Skins, Vines... The land surveyed and building finally beginning. Thankfully, Huntress gave me a hand... And she wonders why I love her so. She's valuable... Not just for what she can do... but she has also helped my mind. Things here are not as pleasing as one would think. The Humans still leave me confused. However, one has left me wondering what really lies underneath.

She is Tiny, bearing cubs. I met her along the beaches, trying my hardest to fight through the panic I feel when I try to consider entering the Stone Cage. Mentally, she seemed frail and even started to cry. That was more confusing than the Human with a spear that wonders around the fields. What is something I said? I do not think I will even begin to understand the Humans soon, perhaps it is best to just sit and watch for now.

Now, my time becomes thinned. Am I irritated, no... not at all. Huntress needs my help, I would not of offered if I wasn't sure I wanted to. She has done so much for me, the least I can do is pick up the slack as well. A gift received is a gift given. Taverns, Sisters, Former Pack, Sykala, Rangers ... Huntress cannot go on with such weight. She would soon become exhausted. I will help as much as I can.

What bothers me the most is the wolf I had to put down. I spooked her and she became aggressive. I didn't want to, I tried to guard her while she rested to regain her strength... but it did not end there and I was forced to put her down. At least... I was able to make it quick. Huntress tells me not to feel guilty, but am I wrong for feeling such? I am no Kin, and she was of Sykala. The least I could do, was return her to him and pray.

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